Pillow Full Of Tears

Lying in bed face wet,
I've been crying for some time now.
Body and mind feel like a lost bet,
A different explanation I don't know how.

A single tear rolls down my face,
And crosses my lips.
My heart an empty lonely place,
Where it takes beatings from loves whips.

You cannot understand why I feel,
Why I love like I do.
To you it's imaginary and sureal,
As if to be completely new.

If I could show you,
Make you understand.
Because there's nothing I can do,
I'm not willing to make a demand.

So I lay my head back down,
And cry into my pillow.
Touch my heart that to you is bound,
Roll over and look out the window.