Who would of known

It all started out,,
seemed to be a good day,,
but then out of no where,
you had a bunch of s ** t to say,,
you try to f ** k around,,
you think that you can win,,
girl look at you,,
you as skinny as a pin,,
you punch me in DA face,,
look at me in disgrace,,
now my heart,,
started to race,,
you provoke me,,
you try to choke me,
all you had to do was just
croak me,,
you had your chance,
in DA pouring rain,,
you should'a took it,,
cause then i wouldn't feel this pain,,
of you in my heart,,
but shattered apart,,
i wish that you could fix it,,
instead of rip it,,
its gone now,,
no more within,,
you took it away,,
and went to be with him,,
you come back,,
in awhile,,
i know you really with,,
that dude kyle,,
i cant believe,,
i take this s ** t,,
i cant believe,,
you make me hit,,
you,
over and over,
rite in the stomach,,
until you fell over,,
you ball your eyes,,
with so many tears,,
i never wanted,,
to be the person you most fear,,
who would of known,,
this would happen to me,,
i never thought, but now i can see,,
all of this pain,,
leads to the brain,, and
eventually, cutting my wrist's
in vain,,
i wanna die,,
don't wanna live,,
i wish i died,,
as a kid,,
i never had,, a real father,,
who gave a f ** k,,
so why bother,,
maybe thats why,,
I'm so f **** d up,,
maybe thats why,,
i just don't give a f ** k,,
i couldn't care less,
if i died tomorrow,,
maybe because,,
my life's filled with sorrow,,
always was,,
since a little child,,
had so many fears,,
it was to f *** 'in wild,,
it made me change,,
in what i am now,,
all i can say,,
is never give a f ** k,,
and learn the rite way,,
to stick Dem Finga's up,,