I made a mistake

I was the ONE who said that i need some space
YOU gave it to me with no questions asked.

YOU told me the 3 words that every girl would love to hear, in return I changed the conversation.

I went out, party, goof around with guys i barely knew their names, while YOU were at home waiting for me.

Many people told you to break up with me, leave me, that you deserved better, but YOU didn't leave me.

Maybe you had HOPE for me.
BUT you get to a point that you start to doubt yourself, your feelings and everything.
It been some time that you left.
In that time i have grown,experienced, learned all lot.
I learn that you really cared about me that you truly loved me, that you were there when no one was.
That i had a chance to happiness... with you.
i didn't gave a try.
why?
I'm not sure
maybe deep down i knew you deserved better , that i wasn't good enough for you.
Or I was too young and didn't realize what i was doing.
it doesn't mater now because its late to make better.