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by emovampire Jun 14, 2008 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
....... Suffocated by loneliness, Chained by responsibility Time slips away while i lay dormant in this pain waiting.... waiting for freedom, Waiting for love...... Wondering what would happen if I spill this blood...All of this hatred, longing, and loneliness inside.. Makes me wanna crawl in bed and hide .... A bottomless pit is my stomach, A black hole is my heart....... Having no interest in anything Struggling to keep the pieces of me from falling apart Using love for glue ........ But what do i have to love??? friends? No they drain, me drag me down, drown me with self doubt....... Family?? That is a complicated situation I'm always trying to figure out Instead of enjoying......., BUT there is one love intertwined with hate, An intoxicating poison Ive found within myself.... The release I feel when the blade kisses my wrist's This is my love goodbye until tomorrow, Maybe then i won't feel so much sorrow...................