Not supposed to be like that

Hating you with most my heart,
and not just because were apart
Its not supposed to be like that

Sitting here in tears
happy is what I appear
Its not supposed to be like that

Wishing my life would end, that I would die
Just to get away from you and your lies
Its not supposed to be like that

Waking up because of bad dreams about you
never hearing from you or calling you
Its not supposed to be like this.

I thought I loved you so
but you don't care to know
that's okay you dirty ho.