My world will come crashing down,
Soon enough.
I wait for all to end,
In pieces.
Why I set myself up for such heartbreaking truths,
Is something so lost,
I cannot even begin to search for an answer.
No solutions come to mind,
As I feel more alone in this darkened place.
I ask for forgiveness,
Hoping for a second chance.
I feel like a heartless, hopeless freak.
I have come crawling back,
Hoping you can love me.
Why do I even want your love?
You love is unsatisfying,
Full of lies,
And as dead as you pathetic excuse for a life.
Leave me again,
And maybe I can carry on with my life.
But know this one simple thing,
I hate loving you.
