And We Begin Suicide

I wait.
There she comes.
Wash away my harmonic words
Self influencing vocals shall return
Cause here she comes again.

I listen.
There she speaks.
I am drowning in such memories -
Her own and mine, of suicide
Cause there she goes again.

I cry.
There she attempts.
I try to bottle my pain but it smashes
And she is lying in a heaven somewhere.
Cause there she's left again...

And I wonder what happens to me tonight