Smile so I can
wipe it away.
Smile and laugh so I can make that happiness
change
into something frightfully close to
pain.
I want to show you what it is like
to be so close to something
to creating a memory
only to watch it wash away in
the forgotten sands of time.
I want to show you what it is to know
that nothing will ever be fine
and that you are meant to be trapped
forever in a suspended moment
that will forever best reality,
a moment that never changes
and is constant misery.
Go ahead, shoot down my dreams
make me lie,
and make me cheat.
But whatever you do,
please stop taking them away from me!
Let me have them,
let me please...
I am just so tired of losing...
