Time heals all wounds,
are so the saying go's!
if thats true then why
hasn't my wounds healed?
Four year's have past
and yet the pain for me
is still so very real !!
So much pain & anger
eating away at my insides
not knowing how to deal
with all these emotions
that run throw me
As the tears start to flow
memories of the past
come rolling in .
My heart stops for a moment
as I try to catch my breath
I've tried so many times
to just move on telling
myself that the past is done
trying to live in the present
and stop dwelling in the past .
But why cant you understand
that mine pain&wounds have
still not healed .Did you forget
that you are a part of me
my big brother the night they
took you .They took my life
away and ruined all its joy.
Now you see why I cant think
of a future or the present !!
Its is said that its easy for the person
that leaves and the hardest is for
the person thats left behind with
all the memories and the fact
that they have to move on !!
