She says she loves him
But this cannot be true
For she keeps saying silently, \"I\'m falling for you\"
Never has she felt so smuthered
With something she was taught wasnt real from her own mother
She knows her world is closing in
Suicidal acts soon begin
Her life, no longer innocent
Her crappy useless ways
She tells herself she will get through just one more day
He sees her smile, hears her laugh
She turns away, he doesnt know its an act
A ciggarette each day
A drink each night
Drugs throughout the week
Shes living, seeing no light
Forgetting her plans, future, and such
Her body not carring for food much
The little hole inside her body
So troubled, a soul, without might
She grabs a blade and doesnt think
She ends her life that very night
