To hold onto .

Look inside my mind and try and find the key, Im eager for you to find it , then maybe you could see.

The heartache and the pain that i have dealt with , all i really want is a true meaning to live.

And I want a precious smile that is caused because of me , to be overwhelmed , kneeling on one knee.

Ive seen so many times , a beautiful thing gone wrong , that i need reassurance and Ive waited far too long.

Its hard for me to feel the things which constantly break my heart , its hard to hear words each day , Im slowly falling apart.

Though through all the heartache and repetitive pain , Im becoming very foolish , aware that i am going insane.

So i guess all im saying , is i need someone to hold onto , a special kind of person , someone , completely new.