Condemned Memories

The past was all a complete mess
so down every minute I lived
far from seeing any success
every memory that I relived

Drank myself to sleep every night
getting so drunk I could not feel
everything that was not right
nothing I did made me heal

Getting so high that I could not move
smoking my mind and soul away
the memories I tried to remove
but all they did was stay

No hope of ever being the same
walking around totally lost
loosing everything in life's game
my life would be the cost

Not knowing what to do
forgetting about who I am
the bad memories grew
my mind I'd condemn

But she saved my life
cured me of my past
putting down the knife
around my neck it was cast

I set the bottle down for good
never again will the drugs touch me
healed from everything I withstood
now I can finally be free