Tired of this Feeling

Its starting to hurt inside
I'm screaming and wanna get out
life's just getting so hard to bear
my strength, I'm starting to doubt

I've never hurt this much before
it's hard to even explain
I fall to the floor, clutching myself
I'm crippled by the pain

Its like my hearts exploded
And trying to break free from my chest
tarring, ripping, breaking me apart
releasing emotions I'd kept suppressed

I just want to leave all this misery
but the pain, I can't let go
I tried to leave it all behind but its hard
to forget all that you know

People walk past me everyday
without knowing the pain I hide
I wonder though, if they'd care
if they knew how hard I'd tried

I just want someone to help me
break down my walls, and save they day
pick me up, then numb my heart
because I'm so tired of feeling this way.