Holding on

I woke up today feeling blue

I felt that there is something I forgot to do

Then I remembered what is was

I was missing you soo much

I realized itâ??s been 5 months that past

Since we spoke in e mail last

I canâ??t believe it has been that long

Its still not clear what happened, what went wrong?

I am full of emotion right now

Trying to make sense of this somehow

Thinking about it makes me sad

Sometimes it makes me mad

I really want to talk to you

Hoping that we can get this through

We were once close you and me

How could everything like this be?

I might have done something so bad

Coz until now at me youâ??re mad

I donâ??t know what else to do

Except to put my feelings into rhymes for you

You donâ??t believe in second chances

But I hope this time you make allowances

I donâ??t want to give up on you

coz you are special to me, believe me its true