The Pain I Feel Is Very Deep

The pain I feel is very deep
I toss and turn and cannot sleep
My heart beats so fast beneath my chest
I'm consumed by fear and I cannot rest
Life situations happen and I can't let go
All I do is worry, for me, that is status quo
If only I could let life pass on its own
I wouldn't feel so all alone
I want to be happy instead of sad
But sometimes my mind says that I'm really mad
When everything goes smooth and in the right way
I know that I've had a really good day
But if one wrong thing comes along at all
That fear comes in my heart and gives me a call
I shutter and shiver I'm in a lot of pain
That's when I think I'm insane
The pain I feel is very deep
I toss and turn and cannot sleep