Tears,cuts,throwing up and pain
seem like hell that i live in
and it feels like it too
thats how my life feels and it is to me
but in front of the people that dont know me
think i have the perfect life
they dont know the tears and pain that i go through
every night.....
they see a girl that has no pain in her eyes
but thats just it.....they dont know me and all the secrets and pain
that comes with me and that i have.
many people may think that
i'm crazy outgoing and have the greatest life
but that just it right there..... I'm not as crazy as many
people think i am and
i am the shyest person you'll ever met
and my life sucks like hell
you want to know the real
you'll never know
because not even family knows the me and all my true feels that hide
they'll stay in my heart forever
because if they knew the real me
they will be scared,confused and lost
i am the only person that really knows all my secrets
most well lets just say... all people dont get me
my mind runs 24/7
with crazyest,hurtful,pain and many more things
i feel like in a little box that
has no sound and no one can see me
and they cant ever reach
i have so much pain in my heart that
i push it so far behind me that i cant ever get to reach it
feeling nothing or no one can help
the world move so fast around me as i stay still
in that box
there no doors and window to even get in
it to reach
many people try helping but it all fails
so you want to try and fix me
try and you fail
like the rest.....
so here me but then again then like i said .......
NOT THE REAL ME!!!
