The feelings wont fade,
the heart won't stop
the head still thinks about you
How much you mean to me,
and what it would mean if you left me.
but no wait, you have left me,
and my thoughts have turned dark and rainy.
I feel exhausted,
from nothing, just these mind won't let me sleep.
They are entering my dreams and making them full of hate, fear, lost and loneliness.
You've never hurt me like this,
its your hand, inside my stomach, ripping me in pieces.
The pain is strong and unstoppable.
You won't let me be, even though my face symbolizes depression.
Only you could do this, no-one else but you.
How can a friend do that to another?
You've seen what you've done, and know I'm not coping,
how can you just hide and run.
I'm alone, tired, unable to sleep, fading and lost.
