I lie in bed asleep at night
The time of day where there is no light
I am ashamed of what I've become
I cry a lot and hate myself
Will i ever be happy with myself
So going through school
With my sleeves pulled down
No one knows
The secret of my scares
I walk alone through this hell
Come on school, ring the bell
I have no friends, they all hate me
I am ashamed of what I've done
I walk home alone
No friends by my side
No guy to love
And my parents ask why
I cry and lie and eat and dream
I bang my head against the door
Please god no more, no more