Indecision

What if i just ran away
not a thought of coming back
would you even miss me?
or launch a search attack?

what if i were crying
all alone and tired out
would you even help me?
end my drowsy pout?

what if i started screaming
"back off just leave right now!"
would you try to calm me?
now screaming you allow?

what if i were dying
a fatal case of blues?
kiss me or run away
which one do you choose?

what if i said i love you?
but you said no reply?
could you really live?
knowing that I've died?