Im trying to find what im missing
I want to leave all this behind
I cant deal with it anymore
Please let me pretend
Keeps going through my head
Whats happing to me
I just dont understand
I just want something to last forever
Just something to stay
But lifes not like that
Im always loosing
I start to believe
But then i just kep getting hurt
She wants me when she does
And dosent bother with me when she doesnt
Im always the one loosing
I lost my family
I lost my friends
Now what?
Why should i even life
What will i losses next
