Why is my choices so difficult for her to understand
I never had much
And probley never will
Im finally happy
She made me this way
What right whats rong
Is all i ever hear
But i should be able to make my own choices
I tryed to tell her the truth
But now i relize i cant
See im seeing someone she just wouldnt approve
This person is always there for me
I can tell just about anything
I spend hours everynite just talking
Im not sure if this is ok
But they told me it was
But yet my mom dissaproves
I didnt tell her much
But her comments lets me know
I lost everyone i was ever close to
And it just keeps happing
In my life no one stays
I miss my dad most of all
He was the only one that ever understood me
I miss him alot
I relize i wont ever see my daddy again
Thats whats hurts so much
Why does goodbyes always means forever
No one ever stays with me
I cant even say what hurts the most
I would probley say
Everything
I miss my daddy
I miss my other family
I miss my friends
ANd everything i once had
He jsut left me in this place to face this alone
I dont want to i need him to help me
Im scared to let go
Cuz im not ready to say goodbye to him
Im not ready to let the past go
Cuz tats the only place they wont leave me
I just want me daddy no one else
If i could chang something
I would want him back
I know hes bad
I know he hurt me
But just like me
Some things make you angry
Daddy if i could talk to you
I would say:
Please daddy love me
Please daddy want me
Daddy im so sorry
Just hold me and promiss it will be ok
Come back and help me
All i ever needed was my daddy in my life
Im not ready to say goodbye
I jsut cant i love u to much
I would do anything for you
I will trade anything in for u
Take anything away from me i dont care
I need my daddy THats all
HE would make it ok
He always did
Please jsut dont go forever
Teach me that somethign can last
Please daddy take me back
Im ready to go home
Take me out of this alful place
I dont want to be here
I want to be with u
Just know how much i will always love u
