Going back to when we dated.

Now that i look back on all the times we've dated
I've realized that there was no reason to love you the way i did
Now that i'm on the other side of the gate
I've come to realize that you have done everything i would have forbidded

You were never there for me when i needed you most
When you said you were gonna make things work you didn't even try
Out of all mii boyfriends i have loved you the most
and i still don't know why

I cared about you more then anything
I trusted you with everything i had left
I loved you with everything i had
but you just took advantage of it all

We dated 5 times
you cheated on me 4
I really thought you were the love of mii life
but now that i realized mii thoughts were poor

Each time we broke up
I just wanted to die
You don't even know how bad you hurt me
i just wanted to die

You were best friends with mii brother
I should've known better
I should've listened to him
when he said it wasn't gonna last forever

But I didn't
and this was what i got
just the memories
and the heart breaking thoughts

All I can say
is that i tried mii best
To love you like noone else loved you before
but I guess i didn't try hard enough

so now i write mii feelings on paper
Of how i miss those days
and then i go back and try to figure out
Why I even loved you in the first place