A Half-Blooded Vampires Revenge

I'm sitting out here,
It's getting dark,
And right now I'm not being too smart.
I'm waiting to see death eye to eye.

Fiery red eyes looking into
My miserable blue.
Sharp nails digging into my skin,
I'm waiting for their teeth to sink in.

My death is interrupted
By someone who cares.
Damn it! I was ready for that rogue
Vampire to kill me.

Looking at my wounds,
I must confess.
It might sound funny,
But I look like one hell
Of a mess.

Arms covered in blood.
Skin as white as fresh snow.
And parents are wanting to know.

I try to explain to them,
But they don't seem to
Be grasping what I say,
And they just simply turn
Their heads away.
As if saying, "You're lying."

Sending me to a shrink,
Is what they thought would
Be best. But ended up
Putting me into a bigger mess.

Things at home get
Worse and worse.
It seems like I've
Been cursed.

My skin is pale.
My hair is long.
And my eyes are
Far from normal.

I look like the living dead.
And it's all thanks to
What I did,
All those many years ago.

I can't turn back,
I can't pretend to be okay.
When I'm not even near it.

I know that I
Won't be able to get close to people,
Because I'll end up hurting them.
But at the same time,
They will be hurting me too.

I'm walking a difficult road.
Being half vampire,
And half mortal.
Why can't I be all or none?

Why must my life change?
All I'll be left with is
Pain and Strife.
Someone should gut me with a knife.

My loved ones, scared.
My enemies, feared.
My new friends, wicked and cruel.

Life as a ghoul,
Is nothing fancy.
I am now the freak of the school.
But my dancing seems to keep my temper cooled.

I train hard,
And not mess with the cards.
I hope to kill the vampire that wants me.
But I must be patient and build up my skills.