Love lost (mostly sad)

Walkin down the road
without a single tear left
broken pieces of my heart follow
its like i lived out through a death

shadows lurking all around
its like pitch black dark
eyes are dry as an empty desert
he had to tear my heart

raining at an endless time
don kno when it wud stop
leaning at a cracked wall building
almost fell nd dropped

hands are wet with water
also hard as big red bricks
cuddled in a small brown box
was highly fevered sick

fainted in the next 10 seconds or so
slept for some time
woke up in a white soft bed
to my surprise i find

someone that i cudnt see
for i was still at rest
a boy sittin right next to me
his lips i managed to read

over nd over hed say these words
hed say are you okay?
i cudnt make my lips say a word
tryin to save my enegry for another day

i then again fall asleep
last feeling his warm tears
that was then i knew i never woke up
but i had nothin i cud fear

i see bright light before me
walkin forward to its shine
i don kno if this is a dream
if i was traced right outta line

but one thing i kno
is that im at a better place
but a mystery this story is
a never ending race

this poem shows how u meant to me
i gave my life for u
and someday i will see u here
ur mine like unwashable glue ;)