When Will You TRUST Me?

When Brushing your soft and delicate lips upon my face
Stream of galvanized blood flows through my veins
Making my body shiver with excitement and love
Heart felt words that you provide fulfill my life
Giving me a reason to feel part of this forsaken world
Knowing that perfection I have not obtained
However, I thrive to become an ideal that you gaze about
As your best friend, lover and foremost your girl
But always having to reason with your enigmatic behavior
Of the necessity of proving me unworthy and untrustworthy
Not to mention, the persistence of assuming you know everything
Everything in my heart, soul and mind
Sorry to say but you are not entitled to think that way
Many times you put me in positions
Positions that turn my flesh insode out
Not apprehending what so have I done to make you feel THOSE feelings
THOSE feelings of betrayal, hate, disappointment and shame
To everything that I prevent myself from doing
So much criticism that enables me to be myself
To talk freely knowing in my heart that I will never want to hurt you
Recognizing in my heart that you are the first love of my life and the last
Understanding with and in my heart that it only wants you and no other
Still you nibble pieces off of it with your grim words
While it screams out to you...
Do not ever dare mock my love
Do not ever dare call it bullshit
Because your closed mind and high ego will get you no where closer to me
But farther and farther
Until you nibble off all those pieces and nothing remains