This Night

My head is pounding
From what, I dont know
I can hear my heartbeat
It's beating loud and slow

Tonight I haven't slept
My eyes won't seem to close
There's silence all around me
Yet, my body won't let me dose

I don't know what's taking so long
But I doubt I'll get any rest
Today was pitifull
And tomorrow's just second best

My room reaks of cigarettes
But I haven't had any in awhile
I've been trying my best to quit
For I am only just a child

The writing on my hand has faded
I'll just go over it in a few
I have nothing better to do with my time
Maybe add a pink heart or two

Well I think I'll end this poem here
Such a dull way to end tonight
I'll probably just sit until morning
So here's to the end of today, goodnight.