You said they had no right to know anything
And you said you told them absolutely nothing
Oh you cried all day, you said you almost put up a fight
But you remembered me and I was gone the whole time
I know you hate it when they ask about me
I know you hate when you want to say everything
I missed another day, not wanting to wake
She called me that morning saying it's no use running away
But I told her those same people were hard to take
But you, you know how much I want to get away
I know you hate it when I don't show up everyday
I know you hate it when they ask you everything
I know you hate it when you don't understand a thing
I had to give him up
I had to let her down
I had to make another choice
I had to see her drown
It kills me that you desperately want to know
But it's hard to understand why I'm alone
I know you're there, but you want to be the one
That saves, that craves, every bit of me