The game

How can we balance
these lives we control
our reasoning means nothing
for judgment we await
good and evil
evil and good
no one balances out
as they should
because what do we know
of evil or good
our definitions are meaningless
we are only pawns in God's game
given a book of stories
containing rules to play
then we are forced into the game
just to await our judgment
but we're told judging is a sin
and sinning is against the rules
so is God not playing by the rules?
are we reading the rules wrong?
how can we understand
if understanding is beyond us?