Flower on the floor

I through a flower on the floor
it signified i cant take love anymore

i threw myself crying on my bed
it proves your lies went to my head

i disconnect the phone
it shows i want to feel alone

everything i do
i am trying to rebel against you
i wish people would go away
but i cant bring myself to say
i hate you
because it isn't true
why cant i just hate?
i know its to late
my hearts deep in love
but my head has had enough