Not mad

I'm not mad
at least not you
I'm mad at myself
and what i let you do

i let you hurt me
i let myself think someone cared
i should have know it was impossible
i could never be paired

i let myself become weak
only left to be hurt
its all my fault
i fell for a flirt

eventually I'll learn my place
and you wont hurt me
but right now i prefer
to be in misery

~Lexi Lou~