Should of end it

I'm sorry baby,
but i think that i should say,,
maybe its time for us to break and go our separate ways,,
I don't want to, but you cheating,,
just isn't that fair,,
I don't know how many times,
but I'm pretty sure i know where..
you sleep around and take me for granted,,
all i am is a place to stay,,
for you, as long as you want,,
just because you know i care,, and wont let you go astray,,
you break my heart,,
and watch me cry,,
don't even wipe away the tears,,
leaving you and all we have,,
is one thing i do fear,,
Your my wife,
like I'm your husband,,
but baby not for long,,
you cut my throat and try to stab,
girl you do me so wrong??
I love you,,
like you say you love me,,
but really its not true,
all this pain,,
i have inside,
really tears my pride,,
I'm a man,, and need my space,,
you say you need yours 2,,
but when you leave,, and go away,,
i do not believe,,
that you stay true,,
your with him,, and you deny you are,,
you good for nothing,
cheating b***h,
you f**ked him in his car,,
you know you did,,
but wont admit,,
i wish that you just would,,
you say you cant,,
but you know that you really should,
i wish you could,
but i know you wont,,
i don't know why you wont tell,,
like it matters,
at all to me,,
it'll just give me a sign of relief,,
get this stress,, of my chest
let it go for good,,
until that day you tell me babe,,
I'm always gonna be the same,,
knowing deep down inside,,
that all you did was take this for a game,,
all i know,
is you really don't care,
just by how much,,
you never where there,
in the end,, it doesn't even matter,,
so why in the end,
does my heart shatter??
its all because of you,,
lieing everyday,
barley telling the truth,,
just to get your way,,
maybe because you knew
I'd flip,,
i think you know,
how bad I'd trip,,
all over some stupid s**t
that you done the night before,,
you come back to me,,
and get some d**k,,
but after that you run back to that trick
you never told,, because you knew I'd leave you,,
why am i so stupid,
why did i have to belive you,,
i should of end this,
before it got out of hand,,
now look where we are,
you cant even stand,
to be around me,,
because i make you mad,
but when you want sex,
i appear to make you glad
all this was,
was for the fun and pleasure,
but baby to me,,
your my one true treasure,,
i wish that you could be,,
the one who was only true,,
but i know in the end of this,,
I'm gonna be cutting my wrist's too,,
leave me babe,,
and save yourself,
would if i try to kill,
you just for the pain,,
that you made me feel,,
I don't want to,, do that s**t,,
i never wanted to hurt,,
My one intention
was to make all of this work,,
but now your gone, and its time to go,,
I'm sorry for this pain,,
i never wanted this to happen,,
but now we cant complain,
its done and over,,
for good and for last,,
this one memory,,
will be a memory of the past.