Angels Pain

I wish i was better,i wish i was well
but its so hard baby, when i'm stuck in this hell
my sane is slipping like words on my lips
i wish i could say it was poisen, but the needle slips
the slow sweet painkiller, gives away my scars
i look into your eyes, but all i can see is stars

you showed me the way, taking away all my pain
i fell down aways, can you keep picking me up
were not where we left off, can we ever be again
can you forgive, can we not even be friends?

I opened my eyes to the blinded light
i looked over and your eyes shone like the night
you wouldnt move, you wouldnt breath
where was my angel when i needed no pain
i held back the tears as the coffin lid shut

why would you do this, when your ripping apart my guts
i'm wounded inside, never to heal
i would give it all up, just to see you
One last embrace, one last look
my heart stopped every time you held
held me close, and warm
i'll never forget those days it rained
laying by you i felt completly sane