When i read his words all i see is nothingness.
i just wish hed go away, never again to see my face.
he makes me feel invisible like i dont better anyone.
i choke on words like worthlessness.
and dream about nothingness
and all the things hed said today.
nothing that a smile cant fake.
i dream about deaths embrace and about all the pain.
all the secrets that i kept, and the tears that i'd wept.
are nothing compared to the way you are.
the way you shine just like a star.
and the way i'd see death turn you gray.
i remember every moment, every second of that day.
