Time and time again I tell my tale
Of how you loved me and I loved you as well
Everything was fine, but we lost touch
Temptation draws near and I long for so much
Don't be upset and don't storm away
I can't look at you without wanting to say
A secret life of mine- I've doubled up fast
Now the chaos in my life: people telling me it won't last
But no matter how hard I try I can't stay away
Because he's not what I want I remind myself each day
I keep daydreamin' about life and love
And how God will send me someone sent from above
To love and to cherish with all my heart
I found that adultery is not the way to start
I want to be honest, straight forward and come clean
We've both made mistakes if you know what I mean
I cant go on leaving you in confusion
Becuase I needed comfort but he was an illusion
Like an oasis in a desert I searched for him
But found you and that reality was oh so grim
The one and only heaven sent man
I opened up for and decided to let him in
He took my heart, broke it and did it again
So now I hope you understand
I don't want to be hurt just loved again
I want to be with you because I believe......