You always say its up to me
what if i said i don't want it to be
you know me i cant decide
sometimes i just want to run and hide
sometimes you already know my decision
as if it came to you in a vision
but you still try to get me to say it
which makes me throw another fit
if i cant let go, why should i?
this time i am not gonna try not to cry
you don't get it, i cant give up on you
i still love you, after all you have put me through