You say you love me

I love you
you say you love me,,
I wish you did,,
but you don't cause you cheat,,
You doing that,,
is just being unfaithful,,
and you lying about it,,
makes me just hate you,,
But I Don't deep down inside,,
Only from you,,
Will my heart get its pride,
but your the same,,
As all the other tricks,,
cheated on me,,
and sucked all there d**k's,,
I cant believe your the girl who i kiss,,
still cant believe,,
when your gone i do miss,
you,, and your soft touch,,
you think that i don't,,
but i do love you so much,,
But after awhile,,
you turn back to him,,
you go on the computer,,
and suck up to him,,
so eventually in time,,
you guys both chill,,
and then again ,,
another guy steals,,
you from me and you told him i beat you,,
i never did,,
you said that so he'd meet you,
and he did,,
probably cause he had pity,,
or maybe because,,
his sex was s***Ty,,
you said you never f**ked him,,
you know you did,,
but that is your secret,,
something you'll never admit,
I cant get past it,,
how you played me for a game,,
knowing in my heart,,
all girls are the same,,
they say they love you,,
but none of them do,,
all they want is the money,,
and the sex from you,,
I thought what we had,,
was something so real,,
but i never thought,,
how much i could feel,,
this love and this hate,,
this pain and sorrow,,
wondering if,,
this will last till tomorrow,
it does,,
and its trappening,,
why do i let this,
s**t keep happening,,
You fight with me,,
then you wanna sex with me,,
why cant you go,,
and let me be free,,
You try to run, and chase after me,,
so i run,, and so fast you see
that you cant keep up,,
so you start to ball,,
your eyes out,,
then trip and fall,,
as if you knew,,
I'd come back to you,,
and i do,,
like a fool,,
caring you home,,
what else is new?
so when we get back,, you start to cry,,
i try to comfort,,
but then you still cry,,
i try to hold you,,
you shove me away,,
i grab you so tightly,, and then begin to say
I'm always gonna stay,,
no matter the fight,,
because baby,, with you
my heart feels rite,,
i wish that you where,
honest and true,,
no matter the pain,,
your in my heart boo