Your eyes stare at me as i begin to tear ,trying so hard to hold back i hate to let you see me cry
i hold back my thoughts when you ask me what is wrong or what i am thinking about
at this moment i cannot tell you
other than i know i have lost the best thing in my world
it kills me, beats me ,eats me inside
i can't stop loving you
i can't back down
but i have to move aside and be on the side lines and be your best friend who is always there for you no matter what i promised
even though i know you will fall
i will be there to pick you up
at this moment i cannot tell you how bad it hurts to see you with her knowing i love you you maybe feel something for me
i never thought it would be difficult falling in love
when you looked at me and spoke
you said i will always be your best friend
and i know its hard because I'm the guy you've fallen in love with
the only problem is i laughed at that but you were right
you are the first guy i have fallen in love with
when you look at me i cannot tell you what i am thinking other than i know i have lost the best thing in my world
knowing i have to move aside and sit on the side lines and watch you walk away and leave me here all alone and heart broken
knowing that the best thing in my world is gone
