Woah, holy shit! This was truly amazingly written, and such power! Damn! That was just brilliant. I am a buddhist, so I don't believe in God, but I can see where you are coming from. Makes you feel like you are not good enough, or what?
Remember honey, you can do this, make it happen! I believe in you!

Wow, the third and second to last stanzas are always going to leave an impact on my brain. i especially loved the last line, memorable! sometimes i find myself trying to reason with God too and fighting my own inner bottles. 5/5 all the way. i know i don't know you, but i believe in you and that your stronger than most.