It's Been A Month(Trials and Tears)

It's been a month of trials and tears
Love is risky and leaves me in fear
My heart is still shattered and I still cry
I can still hear your voice as you told me goodbye

It's been a month of trials and tears
And I'm lost in thoughts of the past two years
I'm with a new guy and he's just great
But, I'm still wondering if love's a mistake

It's been a month of trials and tears
Haunting is your voice that I no longer hear
My mind is racing in total disarray
I tried my best, why didn't you stay?

It's been a month of trials and tears
I tried to forget you in bottles of beer
The blade is now calling but, I disregard
I know I'm hurting but, I won't go that far

It's been a month of trials and tears
The sun is sinking, disappears
The light is fading, so is my heart
Trying to stay strong but, falling apart

I stare out the window, pain in my eyes
You decided to leave and I don't know why
I feel myself crying as darkness nears
It's been a month of trials and tears...

-Copyright-Amber Palmer