I guess I didn't trust you enough to cover your scars
Hugs held us together but now we're too far
And I'm sorry it hurts for you
But it's killing me too
I don't know how to hold you together
When I'm falling apart myself
Even a day or two, it hurts like hell
Promises won't mean anything, it's only what happens next
With a month or two, how can we live like this
You're always farther than I think
Too far to hold, too far to control
But you do a good job of controlling me
You're in every part of me
You could save me or kill me
It's whatever you decide
It's not alright
I see your pain
I feel so bad, I'm a regular emergency
And you still picked me
Have you lost your mind?
I guess I'm gonna have to change
If you're gonna be mine
It's usually easy but I'm not that type
My heart's so locked up and hidden away
But I want you to stay
I'll wait forever if you still want that day
These days will only make us stronger
I'm scared and I wish I was more worth it
I can show you I'm worth it
Cuz I'll wait
And I'll stay
Leaving the emergencies here far away
