Second Chances

Every second of my life
I deal with the same stuff.
It gets worse and worse each day
To the point of so much bluff.
He was like a friend i never had,
A brother from another mother.
But to see him die with my own eyes,
There will never be no other.

We laughed, we chilled.
We cried, but still.
No one can ever beat,
That one person that took all the heat.
He got all the blame for no such thang
That only a friend can betray.

If there ever was a such thang called second chances,
Id re-live that day to save his life.
Id jump in front of that speedin bullet,
I wouldnt mind gettin stabbed by that knife.
Brother if only you were still here,
Id tell you something nd make myself loud and clear.
Ill point you in the right direction,
But its all up to you to seal the deal.

If only you hadnt brought me along.
If only you didnt do that shit for fun.
You knew i was too young to understand,
So why'd ya cock yo gun?
It was the wrong person who got shot.
It back fired and you and him fought.

When he pulled the trigger,
the bullet hit your chest.
I was left standin there but non of the rest.
All the blood that flowed that day left me amazed.
To only come back to reality and find you in your grave.

Years may have passed, but days come by so slow.
They leave me guessin and comin back for more.
Ill never forget you layin there,
So still and blood shot.
But ill always say goodbye with just a lil prayer,
To let you know that i never forgot.

RIP BIG BROTHR(1986-2002)