Is this love or am I lost

I said goodbye two months ago

I cried for hours two months ago

I watched you die

Two months ago

Everynight I close my eyes

I see your face

And you find away into my dreams

I doubt you really mean to

But you haunt me in my sleep

It all goes black

And then it starts

The noise you made

The tears that came

The cries for help

And fight for life

And when it all gets still

My eyes they slowly open

And tears come down like rain

I don't want to say goodbye

But I do it everynight

Everytime I close my eyes