The way you look at me i love,
The way you smell i love,
But you love her and don't see me,
So why do I bother?
You don't seem to understand.
But the other day you looked at me,
Like you really cared.
My day brightened and was happy again,
I giggled and laughed,
I felt really loved.
Now I see you with her and the brightness has left.
The things that you do make me wonder,
The things you say make me think that you care.
You told me you loved me,
And I've started to believe,
But then I remembered that I was just a friend.
Friendship only goes so far,
Not far enough for you to care.
So I will just be your friend.
Because that is what you want.
Now here i hang in my room,
Daddy's footsteps I hear.
He got out his knife and cut the rope.
I hear mommy scream,
Daddy's tears are silent,
As my body hits the floor.
I died from lack of love,
Because you didn't understand.
You cried at my grave with a not I never got.
It said you loved me always and forever,
You regretted never getting the chance to say these words to me.
With a gun in your hand,
You left this world,
Just to see me again!