What i can i say
I'm depressed
just another day
but my mind's not suppressed
normally i can
control these things
but the my mind
are taking over
and i don't what to do
cause last time i reached out to you
you pushed me away
and sent me to a darker place
i don't want to go back
I've worked so hard
just to be where I'm at
and yet i feel so far
from being okay
can i make it one more day
i don't know what to do
cause last time i reached out to you
you pushed away
and sent to a darker place
i don't want to go back
but my emotions now
show my mind still lacks
all that i need
everytime i reach out
no one hears me
i feel like screaming
am i not loud enough
for you hear
cause i can scream louder
if i need to
i don't know what to do
cause the last time i reached out to you
you pushed away
and sent me to a darker place
i don't want to back
but my emotions now
show my mind still lacks
all that i need
all that i need
is someone to hear
all of my screaming
but seems like you only notice
if I'm singing
and by then you don't care
all you want is my money
i don't know what to do
cause the last time i reached out to you
you pushed me away
and sent me to a darker place
but my emotions now
show my mind still lacks
all that i need
is for you to see
that you just make it worse
you're my living curse
