I tried so hard,
But nothing seemed to make it to you,
I laughed so hard,
But the tears were seeping through,
I just wanted real love,
But god forbid i get it from you,
You were everything,
But i was nothing to you.
I changed,
And started pretending things,
Things that would impress you,
I threw away all of me,
But the 'improvement' went passed you,
I would have given anything,
But i was never good enough for you,
You were to into her to see the things around you.
I lied so much that i lost myself,
I cried so much that the heavens would yell,
But as i walk though,
I look at the angels,
Then down at you,
But still,
I'm not prefect enough for you,
I don't think i ever will.
Perfection is a word,
But it never described you,
You carried more elegance,
The word was never best in defining what was true,
Truth was lost awhile ago,
But now you see me,
But not the one,
I wanted you to see.
So now I'm here,
And this is my defining moment,
Am i worth it,
Not a single bit,
Am i perfect,
Not even close,
Am i pretty enough for you now,
No where near it.
