The sky was so beautiful
but once i step outside it turns to dark
I'm trapped in a box, locked, brainwashed
the clock shows 12 midnight
i take a bath with my blood
so i could look pale, so my skin turns to white
i replace my soul with oxygen
as my dead husband said i look beautiful in blue
am i crazy enough for you?
banged my head to the cemetery gate
my mom said I'm crazy
my dad said I'm damn
my siblings said I'm cursed
as for me, I'm pretty good myself
it's winter and I'm standing naked
as i begged for others mercy
they point and laugh
a girl came up and spit to me
but i take it as an honor
the cops came and tell my mom
they found me dead
in a pool of ink, trying to look for a needle
well at least my shoe is new
today i scream "I'm a phsyco!"
but nobody care
I'm dead now!
does anybody even notice?
in my grave they write with markers
crazy, murderer, Satan
but for me i had won my war
i had taken my trophy
now I'm gonna ask you what you ask me when they ask us
am i even exist?
does anybody ever miss me?
does anybody ever notice i am alive?
does anybody ever notice i am dead?
