Ignore me

Why am the one who always makes first contact?
do ya think thats helping now?
I'm trying to forgive you and move on
but i feel angry somehow
maybe its because you haven't even tried
to get a hold of me
it just sorta ticks me off
fine then just let me be
i didn't disconnect the phone today
which proves you didn't try
to call or reach me anyways
do you know how much that makes me cry?
not one email, or response to my poems
you expect me to come to you
after everything you've done to me
you have to ignore me to?