Mixed Emotions Inside my Head

All these thoughts going round in my head.
Lots of words that need to be said,
My life is in turmoil right now,
I just don't know what to do or how.

So many words I want to speak,
But I am so very weak,
Life isn't simple anymore,
Please God help me I implore.

All these question I need to ask,
But so afraid of what it might unmask,
The truth is what I want to hear,
But in my heart its the worst I fear.

So do I go on this way,
Feeling like this every single day,
I just want to forget,
In my mind to find some rest.

I just want to wake up and forget,
Knowing that there is no threat,
Will today be the day,
All my fears will fly away.