Just a girl

She asks me h ow i am holding up
my answer comes out fine
what i don't get is why it is I'm lien
I'm not fine I'm not OK the truth is it gets harder by each day
i don't know who to trust of who to let in
i guess some times it scares me like some how ill let them win
I'm a 16 year old girl who's broken up inside
the truth is i am a girl thats got everything to hide