I wake up with my shirt soaked in blood
i try to hold it but it just won't stop
my blood is covering the new Persian carpet
and i hate the fact that i have to replace it again
i felt no pain while i am bleeding
in a minute my white shirt has turns to red
i felt my chest and my heart still beats
but the blood won't stop flowing
i can't remember anything
maybe someone has brainwashed me
i scream your name but nobody answer
i cried for days but nobody care
it's been a month but I'm not dead
I'm still bleeding but there's not much i can do
i lay down on the bath tub
covered in your jacket that smells like you
keep on thinking where you might be
when the front porch door open widely
and i remember one thing clearly
the fight we had, the screams in the hall way
you went away and never return
oh now i know why I'm bleeding
you left me all alone breaking your promise at the aisle
and my heart won't stop bleeding
i take a thread and a needle and sew it up
but the blood won't stop flowing
i take a duck tape and taped it around
but it didn't stopped it either
i can't do this anymore
the pain is coming now
attacks me from the inside
honey, do you know what you have done?